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Monday, June 30, 2008

I decided not to put this entry on Naver.
Tell me again why I hate my family so much.

You've never taken care of him since he was a kid.
You, as his biological mother, has done NOTHING for him.
All along, it was MY mother who took care of him.
It was MY mother who got him a place in school, who saw to his every need, who fed him his ever meal.
I see him as my big brother, not as my cousin.
And you, as his mother, chased him out of the house, gambled his money away, got yourself in huge debts and even asked him to clear them for you.

You, the third aunt of the family, is as good as useless.
You are not his mother.
Who the hell are you to say all those disrespectful stuff to them?
What fucking right have you to insult her?
I wish I was there to give you a tight slap.
I hate you, you know that?
Stop trying to fucking tear up the whole family.

You, the grandmother, is actually siding with them?
You dare to say his mother gave my mum money every month for his needs when he was a child?
SHOW US THE FUCKING PROOF BEFORE SAYING SUCH FUCKING POINTLESS STUFF.
Everyone knows she did not provide for him at all.
You think you're able to stop my aunts from going to their wedding?
You try, okay? You TRY and let us know if you succeeded.
I can't believe you said all those stuff to them.
You're our grandmother for Christ's sake.
For 26 years, you've never liked my mother.
Yet she doesn't say anything and keeps everything in.
Now you've provoked her.
And you know what? I'm pretty sure I won't show you respect if things are to blow up.

This is just fucking messed up.
They should never have confronted them in the first place.
Just tell me again why I hate my family so much.


GERAL*

don't forget this, 6/30/2008 09:18:00 PM.

I just realised...
My new fanfic graphic is in my C drive.
My graphics for Haengbok is in my C drive.
My PS works, my fanfic documents and everything else is in my C drive.
I wanna cry.


GERAL*

don't forget this, 6/30/2008 03:42:00 PM.
Saturday, June 28, 2008

Bean just earned himself a new nickname - Oh-san
ROFL Meg and I were watching H.I 12 and the sensei called him that and we just couldn't stop laughing cos it sounded so funny.
And Bean...you should really STOP mumbling cos no one can understand you -.-;

Going to Khooshie's house in a while.
4E4 gathering tonight! ^^


GERAL*

don't forget this, 6/28/2008 02:01:00 PM.
Thursday, June 26, 2008

And so I called the service centre in the afternoon.
Apparently I have to bring my baby down personally
And they only open on weekdays -.-;
Which means I can only bring it down next week zzz
My weekends are gonna be boring.
Thank goodness there's a 4E4 gathering on Saturday, and partial-divas meeting on Sunday. xD

Haha I named this entry 'Stars' because...it's Jaejin's favourite song from the album.
And it's mine too! xDDDD Hehehe.
Amy suddenly asked what is my fav. song from the album and I said 'Stars'
Right after that she pasted this chunk of info which stated each boy's fav song and Jaejin likes 'Stars'. =D
Ok sorry for boring you with my fangirling heeeee.


GERAL*

don't forget this, 6/26/2008 09:11:00 PM.

This is my DP on MSN...



Amy says she keeps thinking it's me. LOL!
Hi Jini we look alike xD

Wenna says he looks very man. ~_~

I think...he looks cute with his hair like that. xD


GERAL*

don't forget this, 6/26/2008 01:27:00 PM.
Wednesday, June 25, 2008

My poor baby crashed, for reals.
Gonna call up the Acer people tomorrow and see what to do.
For now, I shall hog my 오빠들's computers when they're not at home.
Sigh...I only wish I won't lose all my files.
If not I will really cry T__T


GERAL*

don't forget this, 6/25/2008 08:42:00 PM.
Tuesday, June 24, 2008

THANKS A LOT AH!
MY LAPTOP CRASHED OMFG WTF NOOOO T_____T

I haven't been cursing people lately lor!
Why so suay!!!
I am so depressed nowwww...


GERAL*

don't forget this, 6/24/2008 10:56:00 PM.



24 June 2008 - one year since I became a Primadonna!
One year ago I was happily surfing CSG's 'My Eyes!' section
And clicked on a thread titled 'F.T. Island Autograph session'
When I saw the pictures I thought "Hmmm these boys are pretty cute."


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I had no idea what kind of band they are back then, nor did I know their ages.
Continued scrolling, and I saw Hongki's picture(clickable).
Boy, his eyes are so damn pretty (although he was wearing circle lenses) I was attracted to them immediately.
When I saw Jaejin's picture(clickable), I stopped scrolling for a while, because his smile drew me in.
The other 3 didn't really attract me at first xD
That was it initially, as I was pretty much in love with DBSK back then.
Then few days later, Shiqi gave me a link and asked me to go watch it.
So I did, and I fell in love with the vocalist's voice instantly.


CR: maizakichi@youtube


That was the first video I saw of them.
Searched for their profiles, and I was extremely shocked to know all of them are younger than me, with the youngest at 15 then.
Shiqi told me to go watch their debut perf, so I watched - they performed 사랑앓이
I was totally blown away by Hongki's vocals.
At that moment I thought "How can such a young boy sing such a song with so much emotion?"
Also, I was surprised that they're an instrumental band - Korea's youngest (professional) at that.

Now, it's been a year since it all happened, since I got to know them.
In this one year, I've seen them grow, seen them improve.
In this one year, I've learnt a lot about them, and from them.
In this one year, I've met them, and I am very thankful for that chance.
Continue to shine, boys.
Continue to excel, I'm sure you boys will make it big one day.
얘들아 화이팅!


GERAL*

don't forget this, 6/24/2008 09:03:00 PM.
Monday, June 23, 2008

Met Queena todayyyy~
I busted $10 on some charity thingo I don't even know why zzz.
This guy just suddenly came up to me and started talking and my brain wasn't functioning properly and I said OK wtf.
Anyways Queena came and said she was hungry so we went to get her bubble tea
Then wandered around Junction.
Headed to Arab St to get her crafting supplies, then went to Village.
NO KIDS FLOODING THE WHOLE BUGIS ST HOW NICE!
She wanted to look for loafers but there weren't any there.
Found no nice studs for myself either -.-;
Craved for bubble tea so we went back to Junction to get me a cup xD
Wandered around a bit more, then headed to PS to just walk around aimlessly.
And thennnn we went to Meridien for dinner.
Sat and talked for a while, before heading home cos I wanted to watch Superband haha.
Support etheREAL okay! =D

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My nano is a 천사 now ^^;


Kyan: 알아~나 그사람도 너무 싫어!


P.S I think I have premonition powers hahaha RIGHT, KYANKYAN? xD


GERAL*

don't forget this, 6/23/2008 11:13:00 PM.
Sunday, June 22, 2008

Well I was bored so I decided to kinda revamp my little blog.
My background matches my header, eh? xD

I'm so so so bored~~~

You !@#$%^&*( shitass!
Stop copying others!



GERAL*

don't forget this, 6/22/2008 11:37:00 PM.
Saturday, June 21, 2008




GERAL*

don't forget this, 6/21/2008 03:41:00 PM.
Friday, June 20, 2008

These darlings are SOOOO pretty T__T

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When I have the 돈
I'll look for whatever lobang there is to get either the blue Tropical, white 923SH, or the blue 821N.
The Pantone Slide is just there because I think it looks cute haha.
WHY ARE JAPANESE PHONES SO PRETTY!


GERAL*

don't forget this, 6/20/2008 10:43:00 PM.
Wednesday, June 18, 2008

I think I'm too despo for a boyfriend LOL!
Had the weirdest dream last night.
I dreamt that I had a boyfriend, and doing all sorts of couple stuff
Stuff that I never imagined myself doing.
The weirdest thing is...the guy in my dream...is 빈선트 (I have to type his name in Korean so his identity won't get exposed so if you can make out this name PLEASE DO NOT TAG IT OUT. Becausethispersonalreadyhasagirlfriend.)
Like WTF why did I even dream of him! ~_~
I wasn't even close to him last time zzz.
Stupid dream, very stupid dream.

Okayyy so I woke up and saw those okonomiyaki making pictures
And now I have a headache I dunno why -.-;
Jaejin's fault. xD Yes I like to blame everything on Jinnie ;x


GERAL*

don't forget this, 6/18/2008 11:57:00 AM.
Tuesday, June 17, 2008

Hahaha I just have to post this~


Nalbwa, Gwisoon - 강대성


I died laughing listening to it last night LOL!
And I must say, 권지용 is indeed a genius HAHAHA!


GERAL*

don't forget this, 6/17/2008 09:15:00 PM.
Sunday, June 15, 2008

Switched to Channel U after Charlie and the Chocolate Factory ended
And this whatever shit program 唯我獨尊 is airing, grand finals I think.
Saw a few performances by the male contestants and........one of them TRIED to do a sexy (but not at all) chair dance and it was such a major turnoff.
And then now they're doing some group performance - song and dance, they say.
Like shit. All of them can't even dance decently -.-;
I'm like watching a bunch of monkeys prancing onstage. zzz.
Why do people cheer for contestants like that omg.
I swear they're blind. ~_~
Bean can definitely dance better than them, although he only has that few moves hahaha I'm sorry Bin-ah~
Anyway, this is by far, in my opinion, the WORST program ever.
No talents involved, all only looks (which they all don't have) -.-;
Why do people even spend money voting for such shit? ~_~


GERAL*

don't forget this, 6/15/2008 09:48:00 PM.
Friday, June 13, 2008

Met Kyan and Tri todayyyy~
Had lunch at Cine's LJS.
Then went up to Nike where Kyan bought a tee and a bottle.
After that headed to Heeren, and she bought a pair of Converse sneakers lol.
I wanted to look for dresses, so we walked to Far East.
Found no nice ones .__.
We walked into this shop and they were playing BB's songs, and Tri didn't want to leave HAHA.
Went to get bubble tea, then slowly walked back to Cine.
Went up to Mise to look for Fall~
Stayed for a while, then left for home.

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I have a very wide forehead I know x___x


And my cute little 冬瓜 triSHINE동생 bought me this from Bangkok xD

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GERAL*

don't forget this, 6/13/2008 11:06:00 PM.
Thursday, June 12, 2008

Meg and I were talking about sheeps this afternoon (midnight for her) xD

(2:40 PM) ; geral ◦ 妤 ♬: the black ones are jaejin ;x
(2:40 PM) ; geral ◦ 妤 ♬: ehehehehe
(2:40 PM) - m e g h a n ❤: XD
(2:40 PM) - m e g h a n ❤: canwebethewhiteones? ^^
(2:40 PM) ; geral ◦ 妤 ♬: LOL
(2:41 PM) ; geral ◦ 妤 ♬: i wanna be the dog that chases after the sheeps ;x
(2:41 PM) - m e g h a n ❤: LOL
(2:41 PM) - m e g h a n ❤: don't bite. XD
(2:41 PM) ; geral ◦ 妤 ♬: then i can chase jaejin and scare him hehehe
(2:41 PM) - m e g h a n ❤: HAHAHA
(2:41 PM) - m e g h a n ❤: poor Jinnie would be screaming 'BAAA' at the top of his lungs.
(2:41 PM) - m e g h a n ❤: i'll just sit there and watch. ;x
(2:42 PM) ; geral ◦ 妤 ♬: hahahahaha how entertaining~


Hahaha hi Jinnie I am scary nuna yo~ xD


GERAL*

don't forget this, 6/12/2008 09:37:00 PM.
Wednesday, June 11, 2008


CREDITS: iaudreyy@youtube


This MV is total love!
And seriously, 특이 pwns SJH! <3
HOBO TEUKKIE IS LOVE HERE XD


CREDITS: 13!La'MISS:fairy@soompi (lyrics trans) + NgHiAsAn@youtube


This is their 'debut' perf from DC.
DON'T YOU AGREE TEUKKIE IS THE CUTEST! LOL!
Seriously...he's the same age as my brother but he's like 100000000000000000x cuter xD

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Oh, I finally found my mic after it disappeared for...months.
Rennis oppa was the culprit -.-;
We were cleaning his room yesterday and I found my mic tangled among his many wires zzz.
And I thought I lost it ~_~


GERAL*

don't forget this, 6/11/2008 02:14:00 PM.
Tuesday, June 10, 2008

Here we have it: Battle's comeback MV!


CR: marieisyodely@youtube


The music is very similar to Bigbang's, on first listen.
It's from the same producer who worked with BB, I heard.
I thought this song sounds like a mixture of 거짓말+마지막 인사
Nonetheless, it's very catchy and I have the chorus stuck in my head now -.-;
The dance is kinda funky and cute too~
Although, again, it does resemble BB's dance.
I love love love Chris' hair!
And Ryu looks absolutely hot with long hair <3
Go watch it!


........and I shall go back to cleaning my room zzz.


GERAL*

don't forget this, 6/10/2008 02:41:00 PM.
Sunday, June 08, 2008

Despite all the drama that went on at DC last night...

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ELF formed the words: ONLY13 <3
I love this picture a lot.


The wonderful sea of blue.


GERAL*

don't forget this, 6/08/2008 02:54:00 PM.
Saturday, June 07, 2008



Happy one year anniversary, boys!
One year since you officially debuted
One year since we've supported you
And in this one year, we've seen you laugh, seen you cry, seen you being bashed by antis, and a hell lot of other issues.
We've met you in person, and we're thankful for that.

Hongki, you have an amazing voice, I'm sure you know that.
But please, take very very good care of your throat.
I don't want you to fall sick again like last time.
Rest well, eat more, and sing well!
Don't be affected by what others say about you
Because to us, you are our Hongstar, our Hongfab, our Hongawesome.
You'll always be perfect to us.
Stay true to yourself, like how you always do.

Jonghun, our wonderful leader.
Don't feel inferior, because you really are a very good team leader.
Have more confidence when you're performing onstage, because everyone is looking at you.
You're shining, don't you see? ^^;
Continue being the MBC you are, because we love you like that. Haha.
Shine on, 리더최! =D

Wonbin, seriously, stop being so image-conscious LOL!
You are a kid, so be like one haha.
Your 누나들 love you like that, okay?!
Your singing has improved a lot, after listening to your Japanese album.
Continue working hard on improving your vocals, and I'm sure you'll do super duper well one day!
And...........if you have time, improve on your dancing skills too LOL!
Stop reusing old moves next time, okay?! xD

Jaejin, my smart little 염소.
You are smart, I won't deny that.
But pleaseeeee stop showing off how intelligent you are -.-;
It irks me, seriously. xD Fine, I still love you >___>;
Okay I'm listening to Wonbin sing now and I can't concentrate ;x
Anyway, continue working hard.
Remember what you said in 한글아일랜드, that you'll work towards an international FT Island. XD
So, start brushing up your English, and go beyond "Shibuya station" and "you are here", okay? <3
누나 loves you!

Minhwannie! Our cute cute little drummer boy!
You're turning 16 this year, so you must start acting more like a young adult, okay?
But you'll always be a kid to me, haha.
Stop bullying your 형들 and stop being the scary 막내! xD
Continue practicing hard, and you'll definitely be a world-class drummer one day! <3

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And so the long awaited album is finally released.
It sounds really good
BIN'S SINGING IMPROVED A LOT OKAY <3
Just that I find 'Friendship' a little annoying as the song progresses, like 'Reo Reo' hahaha.
My fav songs are definitely 'Stars', 'Song For You' and of course, 'Soyogi'.
'Always Be Mine' is a very pretty song, but Honglish makes it very amusing xD
The new versions of 'FT ISLAND' and 'Primadonna' are awesome~
New live recording, much more polished vocals, and wonderful instruments playing.
All in all, it's quite a good album.

Well, good luck for your livehouse tour, boys!


GERAL*

don't forget this, 6/07/2008 12:00:00 AM.
Friday, June 06, 2008

I was really bored...
So I made this xD




GERAL*

don't forget this, 6/06/2008 01:34:00 AM.
Wednesday, June 04, 2008

I suddenly miss my name a lot haha.
Everyone is calling me Geral(d) these days, even my mum zzz.
Kelly just called and called me 'Geraldine' and that really made me miss my name a lot haha wtf I'm mad lol.

And I realised I didn't post any picture in the previous post so here it is!

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This is the first picture we took together if I remember correctly hahaha.



GERAL*

don't forget this, 6/04/2008 07:17:00 PM.

Happy 1 year anniversary, Tricia! <3333

Time flies (I just typed 'files' wtf), eh? ZOOMZOOMZOOM!
It's been a year since we became friends
And I didn't think we'd become this close, honestly. Haha.
Thank you, for everything. ^^;
종쉰 & 징요 love you!

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My blog is officially 4 years old! xD
4 years worth of entries on this tiny little space.
I love my cute little blog! xD


GERAL*

don't forget this, 6/04/2008 12:33:00 AM.
Tuesday, June 03, 2008

I really wanna tell it straight to their faces to back off because whatever they're doing is obviously not gonna work.
Bunch of stupid people.


GERAL*

don't forget this, 6/03/2008 08:46:00 PM.
Monday, June 02, 2008

Codes are evil zzz.
Kyan, Queena and I slept at 5+AM this morning cos we were doing forum layout and I was battling with the CSS codes zzz.
I hate codes I hate codes I HATE CODES! -.-;
Anyway layout is changed and I think it looks kiddish haha okay sorry I was the one who chose the color theme zzz.

Dragged myself out of bed at 10AM and got ready to go meet Queena.
Accompanied her to SIM to submit her application
Then we went to Bugis cos we were both craving for bubble tea, as usual xD
Wandered around Bugis Junction, and we got ourselves cute pouches.

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That's mine. Queena got a doo-doo-doo-doo-doo-doo~ one hahaha.
We went to the library after that and borrowed two books each!
Okay I used her account cos I can't use mine haha.
YAY I love books! xD

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Then went to Bras Basah cos she had to mail stuff out.
And I had to go home cos umma needed me so yeah we went home~


GERAL*

don't forget this, 6/02/2008 11:07:00 PM.
Sunday, June 01, 2008

IT'S FULL ATTENDANCE TODAYYY =D
Refer to Kyan and Tri's blogs for group photos cos I'm too lazy to save them xD

So as usual I took the role as FT-alarm clock and called everyone to make sure they were awake.
Obviously it didn't work for SOME *cough*Tri*cough* hehehe.
For once Kelly was on time cos yeah she came with Lucas.
So we waited for Queena and Wenna, then went to Daiso cos Wenna wanted to buy something.
Kyan joined us there, and we went to Meridien to wait for Tri.
Had lunch, and talked, then I presented my gifts to the girls ^^

I only have a picture of my own as I didn't take any pics of the gifts. xD

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Then Wenna said she had something for us too~

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That, and cute little hair clips which are still in my bag and I'm feeling really lazy now.
It was raining darn heavily when we wanted to leave, so we lingered around for a while.
Went to the stalls outside and bought this!

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It looks really similar to Jinnie's Fender so I bought it hehehe.
We decided to take bus to PS, so we ran to the bus stop.
Went to get bubble tea, and I tell you, the whole mall was freakin' crowded ugh.
So we wandered around and TRIED taking group shots on our own
Which turned out...rather unsuccessful. LOL.
Wenna had to leave, so bade her goodbye i.e. "同志! 一路走好啊!" HAHA I was being stupid I know xD
Then the few of us went to Comics Connection while waiting for Kyan's dad to go fetch her.
Tri bought us these cute little things~

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Wenna you're not left out don't worry haha <3
After that accompanied Kyan to cab stand to wait for her dad, and then Queena had to leave.
It was Kelly, Tri and me after Kyan left, so we went to HMV cos I wanted to check if SJM's album was in
And TA-DA! It was! Finally used my vouchers xD

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Then we went to Taka and had cake since Kelly wanted to eat.

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After cake, went to Cold Storage and bought sushi cos once again, Kelly wanted.
AND THEN she wanted apple pie from Macs so she went to buy and we sat on the steps and ate lol.

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Mehmeh very cute right! xD


Headed to Cine after eating
Wanted to get a new HP pouch but no nice ones.
Walked around for a while, then Kelly went off while Tri and I went to look for Fall.
Accompanied her till she knocked off, then headed home. ^^

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Okay since Junyi tagged/asked me to do this and I'm bored...

A) people who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs .
B) tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. these people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. continue this game by sending it to other people.


1) If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
Ans: Break it off immediately, and of course I'd be devastated, but I believe time will heal and make one stronger.

2) If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
Ans: I want a happy family.

3) What will your dream wedding be like?
Ans: Never thought of it before cos I don't wanna get married.

4) Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
Ans: Sometimes.

5) Wat's your ideal lover like?
Ans: I'll know when I meet him, I hope.

6) Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Ans: Both.

7) How long do you intend to wait for someone u really love?
Ans: Depends. If it's not gonna work out then I won't hold on.

8) If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
Ans: There's nothing I can do, can I?

9) Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
Ans: Lots.

10) Is being tagged fun?
Ans: What do you think?

11) How do you see yourself in ten years time?
Ans: Honestly, I have no idea.

12) Who are currently the most important people to you?
Ans: My friends, my friends and my friends.

13) What kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is?
Ans: STOIC! Haha I'm kidding. She's a thoughtful and friendly person ^^

14) Would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?
Ans: Single and rich.

15) What's the first thing you do every morning?
Ans: Go to the toilet and wash up.

16) Would you give all in a relationship?
Ans: Depends.

17) If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
Ans: It will never happen to me haha.

18) What type of friends do you like?
Ans: Those who accept me for who I am.

19) What type of friends do you dislike?
Ans: Two-faced bitches/bastards.

Not gonna tag anyone cos I'm lazy.
So whoever wanna do can do okay.


GERAL*

don't forget this, 6/01/2008 02:08:00 AM.

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