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Monday, May 30, 2005

aha! changed my layout le!
KIM JUNSU~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

baoru added me in msn!!
i miss her!!!
she said she might not be able to come to sg this yr cos she's starting work
sad...

gimme comments abt this layout, ok?

. gerAldine*

don't forget this, 5/30/2005 01:04:00 PM.

I thank god for cancelling Friday's autograph session so that I need not see Toro's utterly ugly hair.

zhen came to look for me at isetan scotts last night
along with her A****
lol.
alright, actually she was there to look for Vintage Mickey
den shun bian come find me
haven't seen her in a really LONG time...
after she left, met meixin, vedelene, joanne and her sis.

gosh. i'm so in love with my desktop right now
why? becos it has Junsu's BEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEG face on it! =D

aha. talking abt junsu...
i'm gonna change my layout again!!
be prepared for a Junsu-ful layout!!

. gerAldine*

don't forget this, 5/30/2005 11:07:00 AM.
Friday, May 27, 2005

Sometimes, I feel that...maybe, I'm destined to be a loner.

. gerAldine*

don't forget this, 5/27/2005 08:05:00 AM.
Wednesday, May 25, 2005

some stupid bugger stole two t shirts from my counter ytd
me n wx were hoping tt someone could find the tees and return them..
but ard 8+..fashion lab's promoter came to me and gave me the two code tags
said she found it at FL's sales wagon
knnbccb!!!
i know my clothes are like..damn ex la..
but dun need to resort to stealing right!!!
wad for do things tt will make u feel guilty!!
我詛咒他全家18代都吃魚丸哽死﹗

. gerAldine*

don't forget this, 5/25/2005 11:02:00 AM.
Tuesday, May 24, 2005

pissed off. damn pissed off.
just suffered a major lecture frm my mom
well, not tt i listened anyway
she just had to bring up tt shatech issue again
i dun like it when ppl just talk and talk abt it and dun care abt how i feel
she said she dun wan to 欠人情
told me not to accept the offer
EXCUSE ME!!!! U THINK I FUCKING LIKE TO 欠人情 MEHS!!
U THINK U'RE THE ONLY ONE WHO'S THINKING THIS WAY?!?!?!
WAD THE FUCKING HELL!!
den when i finally couldnt take it..
i told her to just keep quiet and let me think it over
just dun talk abt this issue anymore
i'm vexed enough over work n this fucking issue ok!!
den she went all crazy and started shouting at me
say wad she nv force me and all those fucking stuff
den keep emphasising tt she dun like to 欠人情
FUCK YOU LA!!! LIKE I WAN U TO 欠人情 LIDAT!!!
U THINK ONLY U FEEL UNCOMFORTABLE MEH!!
HAVE YOU EVER TOT OF HOW I FEEL?!?!?!
I OSO KNOW TT WHEN PPL OFFER THIS KIND OF THINGS WILL FEEL AWKWARD!!
I'M NOT A KID ANYMORE OK!!
I KNOW HOW THIS FUCKING FEELS OK!!!
SO DUN GO ARD SAYING TT I'M IMMATURED AND DUNNO HOW TO THINK!!
JUST BECOS U DUN UNDERSTAND ME WELL DOESN'T MEAN U CAN PUT WORDS IN MY MOUTH!!

FUCKING HELL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

dun wanna talk abt all those anymore
i'm tired of everything
we saw stella ng ytd at isetan scotts
SHE DYED HER HAIR RED!!
SO FUCKING UGLY LA!!
no taste man...
red is so...OUT!!

. gerAldine*

don't forget this, 5/24/2005 09:53:00 AM.
Sunday, May 22, 2005

was at my grandparents' house just now
and my aunt came to talk to me
she asked me if i wanted to study in shatech
she said tt if i want to, she can help me pay the sch fees first
den i'll pay her back slowly...
i really appreciate her help..
but...i dunno whether i shld take up her offer...
she mentioned tt currently the IT market is very competitive
and tt IT wont get me anywhere
i know tt...but...
sigh. i dunno wad to do...
tell me wad u guys think, alright?

. gerAldine*

don't forget this, 5/22/2005 12:13:00 AM.
Friday, May 20, 2005

just finished watching some clips tt i've dl-ed
one particular clip tt i like is the babysitting one..
lol. one word - hilarious.
dongwan washed the clothes in a BATHTUB!
who in his right mind would wash clothings in a TUB?
hahaha~~~
before he proceeded with the washing, he asked eric
"eric, how are you supposed to wash clothings?"
eric replied, "clothings? oh, wash them clean. tt will do!"
LOL!!!!
and hyesung's drawing totally CANNOT MAKE IT!
i can draw better than him..haha!!
even the kids they were babysitting laughed at his drawing..lol.
ok..done with the light-hearted stuff..

now comes the big one.

DISCLAIMER: The following part of the entry represents me and MY point of view ONLY! Not any reader of my blog, not any of my friends, and ultimately, not ENC. So if any of you wanna respond to this entry, negative or positive, please do not drag any of the people I mentioned above down. They have nothing to do with this, and they do not know about this.

Something happened recently that really pissed me off. Apparently, this particular committee member, namely Joanna, of the fanclub Energy Island (E.I), started spreading false and hurtful messages about an ex-member, whom I shall call V. V decided to quit being a member of E.I due to personal reasons. She had told me that she felt that they were using her to get close to Energy because she(V) had privileges. What privileges, you ask. I shall not say, partly to protect her, and also because I don't have her permission to do so. V actually wanted to quit last month, before Energy came. But she knew that she won't be able to get the NFK show passes if she quit then. So she decided to put up with it. Last month, after the mini concert had ended, I saw her standing in front of E.I, crying. I didn't go over to ask her what happened, cos I knew that I won't be able to control my temper. I haven't seen her after that. Until recently, my godsis told me that V had already quit, and that E.I's president, Cecilia, wasn't very understanding. Apparently, as what I've heard from my godsis, Cecilia had rung up V's parents and told them that V had lied to them all along. She wasn't out studying, she was out idol-chasing. All these resulted in V being grounded. Apart from that, Cecilia had also accused V of losing her camcorder(I do not know whether this is true or not), and wanted V to compensate. It's very obvious that Cecilia is pissed that V had quit. And I'm very pissed at Cecilia's childish behaviour. For God's sake! Cecilia is older than me! And she's behaving like a 14 year-old spoilt brat! Cecilia, if you'd found your way here, here's my words to you. You're not fit to be a president of a fanclub. I don't understand why there are still people willing to join your fc. Oh! Maybe they didn't join on their own will! Maybe...you threatened them! Haha. Go look at yourself in the mirror and reflect on your past actions, will you? Stop behaving like a rich, spoilt kid who only knows how to complain and complain. You're not doing yourself good, get that? Let me tell you what I really feel. I've hated you and your fanclub from day one. I remember that you had seeked for my permission to use cartoons for your club t-shirt. and I vividly remembered that I said "No". Did you respect my decision? Obviously not. If you had no intention of respecting my decision, why bother to ask me for permission in the first place? If you didn't ask and used cartoons, maybe I wouldn't have hated you as much as I do right now. Do you know that every single time I see you, I lose my appetite? You make me feel disgusted. I have friends who are way younger than you, but they think maturely. You? You're already 20+, but your thinking is that of a 12 year-old kid, do you know that? I've said my piece. And I'll be waiting for your response.

End of entry.

. gerAldine*

don't forget this, 5/20/2005 12:35:00 PM.
Tuesday, May 17, 2005

continuing from the 5th may entry...
abt ppl asking me for directions..
this time round..i feel tt some customers are deaf..
isetan scotts has very complicationg escalator systems
and ppl normally cant find the way up frm level 2..
so they choose to, of all ppl, ask me!

customer: erm, may i know where's the escalator?
me: oh, the escalator is that way (points in the direction of tt damned escalator)
customer: oh! the LIFT is there ah? thanks!


can anyone tell me in wad freaking way does ESCALATOR sound like LIFT...?
another example when they ask in chinese...

customer: 請問從這裡要怎麼上去三樓﹖
me: 喔﹐扶動電梯在那邊(once again, points in the direction of the escalator)
customer: 電梯在那邊啊﹖好﹐謝謝﹗

deaf? or wad?

. gerAldine*

don't forget this, 5/17/2005 09:35:00 AM.
Monday, May 16, 2005

I HATE TO HAVE TO PRETEND TO BE SO NICE AND POLITE WHEN I'M ACTUALLY FEELING DAMN PISSED OFF!!!!

. gerAldine*

don't forget this, 5/16/2005 08:08:00 AM.
Friday, May 13, 2005

I'M SO TIRED!!!!!!!

the private sale ytd almost killed me
the whole store was SO freaking crowded!
and the normally very cold isetan was so stuffy ytd~!
initially there was wenxin n me at the counter..my shift was at 2pm
hers was frm opening to 6..
after wenxin left..whoa.
so damn busy..
one trip frm the counter to the storeroom could take 5 mins
when normally just 2 mins will do
and i was so pissed off by some customers
they say wanna buy the clothing
so i cut off the code tag and gave it them to make payment
after a few hours..and when i just came back frm the storeroom
i found those few pcs of clothings on the rack..
WAD THE FUCK!!!
dun wan to buy den say so la!!
i oredi cut off the tag liao den u come return me the clothes!!
u know how busy i was anot?!
think i damn free izit?! very free to collect those clothes w/o tag and re-tag izit?!
i didn't even have time to go to the toilet ok!!
this is one freaking point i HATE abt singaporeans!!
why was i even born singaporean?!

jes was very surprised when i sms-ed her ytd's sales..
$1537.43..lol.
missed our target by $200+ tho'

ahh...very hungry...

. gerAldine*

PS: it's Friday the 13th today! lol.

don't forget this, 5/13/2005 11:14:00 AM.
Thursday, May 12, 2005

ahh~~~~~~~~~~~~~
today's Isetan's private sales...
dead. dead. dead.
confirm messy till siao de la~~~
ytd oredi so hun luan liao..
last night was the first time i've seen shoppers(many of them) still in the store shopping even tho' it's oredi 9+pm..
normally from 8.45pm onwards, there wont be so many shoppers de..
and for the first time in history,
do closing shift dun need to queue to collect belongings and punch card de..lol.

listening to a1's songs now..
was in the cab rushing to work the other day and heard same old brand new you
den when i reached home tt day
i dug out all my a1 collections and played them..lol.
vcds and cds. a whole lot of them.
i was so crazy over them back then..
no matter how expensive those imported mags were
i'll make sure i don't eat during recess and save the money for those mags
and i had most of their singles..
back then, one single cost $9.90..
just one simple cd with at most 5 tracks
i still made sure i had them
and my room was filled with posters of a1, esp. ben..lol.
there was once zhen went to thailand..
and she bought a gigantic canvas poster of a1 for me..
u couldnt imagine how esctatic i was!
i still have the poster with me today! (:
weird thing was, my mum didn't nag at me for being so crazy over them
when i started liking energy, she would always say tt i'm mad
it's like..Hello! i was crazier over a1 then!!
oh well, parents. wad can u expect..

my video clips folder is so full...
filled with hell lotta shinhwa and dbsk clips..
lol.
i dl-ed hyesung's showcase a few days back
it was SO great!!
his showcase was more like a concert la..
such a big stage and so many audiences
unlike showcases in sg..one pathetically small stage and onli a few hundred ppl
but a pity not all shinhwa members were there
onli minbong, junjin and wannie were present
eric n andy couldnt make it..
hyesung's live singing is...WHOOSH!
he has such a powerful and mesmerising voice!!!
his album is definitely gonna be THE album of the year!!
it's released today in korea..
dunno when will it be imported to sg..
altho' i dl-ed the whole album oredi..
i'm still gonna buy the cd..
oh! and i watched his "same thoughts" MV ytd..
the male lead was park yong ha..haha..
it was a very interesting mv..
sad story too..
i sent it to ying and she sent it to sha..lol.

whoa. haven't been blogging such long entries for a long time eh..
alrighty..i'll end here.

. gerAldine*

don't forget this, 5/12/2005 10:28:00 AM.
Sunday, May 08, 2005

was watching some of my Shinhwa clips just now
came across this clip of them smoking
right. altho' i DETEST guys who smoke..
it's a different case for Shinhwa
becos unlike most celebs..
they do not hide the fact tt they smoke!
kudos!
but it's still bad for health tho'
(oh well, not as if they'll see this anyway)
alrighty..i go slp liao

. gerAldine*

don't forget this, 5/08/2005 01:24:00 AM.
Saturday, May 07, 2005

標  題:有悲哀啦
發 表 人:~TORO~郭葦昀(energytoro701002)
發表時間:2005/05/06 02:47:00

等了好幾年 DA PUMP終於要來開演唱會了
我得到消息快跳起來 (因為他們說來上次沒來)
結果我那幾天人在新加坡啦!!!
嗚嗚嗚>>>>>
不過到新加坡看看子民們也不錯 很久沒去了
(糟糕!那其他地方更少去怎麼辦!!!!!)
好啦 好啦
先讓我把專輯弄好好唄
我最近為了編曲和錄音的東西已經快日夜顛倒了
有夠煩的!
這禮拜走完最後北部愛的奇蹟簽唱
我就閉關了喔
期待 新專輯的見面
之後 我每次PO都寫一小段新歌詞 但 只有一點點喔^_^


就讓自己化作微風 撫摸你被秋傷的臉孔

----

he's coming! he's coming!!
yay!!! excited~~~
after waiting for SO DAMN long~
he's finally coming!!!
ahh~~~torooooooooooooooooo~~~~~~~~~~

. gerAldine*

don't forget this, 5/07/2005 05:06:00 PM.
Thursday, May 05, 2005

it's verified.
i have the word 'Directory' written all over my face
no matter where i go to
ppl will ALWAYS come to me and ask for directions
damn. i hate it!
whether i'm working or SHOPPING
there will always be ppl coming to me, asking this and that
even when if i'm with frens, ppl will still ask me n ONLI me,
not my frens.
sigh. can ppl just STOP asking me for directions?!
it's pissing me off!!!!!

. gerAldine*

don't forget this, 5/05/2005 10:25:00 PM.
Tuesday, May 03, 2005

was feeling EXTREMELY bored at work on sunday...
almost fell aslp la..
YES, almost fell aslp while standing..
and den this japanese family came along..
and this ULTRA cute baby was right in front of me..
she was initially crying n stuff..
den she looked at me..
i smiled at her..and...SHE ACTUALLY SMILED BACK!!
so cute lor!!
so there i was, playing with her..
forgetting all abt my counter..heh.
after a while they left..
aww..wad a cute baby!!!
after the family left...
this little boy(i think) went to levi's and laid on the floor..
a lil' while later, his uncle/dad came and tried to carry him..
but he kept struggling..so tt man gave up and went off..
den his mum came..carried him but he struggled too..
but she heck care la..just pulled him away..
and tt toddler kept screaming and crying
even when he was damn far away frm my counter..
i could still hear his screams..
whoa. tt's wad i hate abt kids.
today n tml are my off-days.
damn sian la.

. gerAldine*

don't forget this, 5/03/2005 06:10:00 PM.

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