Saddam Hussein is finally dead. Yay.

Everything around me is going haywire, especially my family, both immediate and extended.
I just wish...I can wake up tomorrow and not remember anything or anyone at all.
How nice it'll be to start life anew.
But it'll never happen. I know it won't.
If only this person named Geraldine never existed.
How nice will that be, aye?

New Year's Eve tomorrow at Keppel. Karaoke. (:
Cousins wanna go out together but I'm not joining them cos I hate crowds.
I'd rather sing till I lose my voice.

Bought Deception Point at last. (:

GERAL*

Sometimes I feel like shutting this blog down since no one really reads it.
But...this is the only place where I can let everything out, considering the fact that I don't talk to anyone at all when I have problems.
Oh welps, I'm a loner, and always will be one.
Or rather, destinied to be one.
No one ever appreciates my existence.
Not even my family.
If only...I was given to my aunt when I was a baby.
If only...

And don't come leaving tags to comfort me and all those shit cos I don't need them.
I know I sound like a complete ass right now but please, I don't need any kind of comfort.

GERAL*

I'm pissed off by the fucking slow connection and everything that's happening recently.
Connection's slowing down again! ARGH!
Taiwan better get everything fixed soon.
One and only thing I'm looking forward to right now is the CassSG gathering.
Can't wait to meet the girls and have fun. (:
Anyways, Shen-kor's moving in with us cos of some stuff.
May 2007 be a good year for everyone.

GERAL*

Death Note 2 was...only average.
They twisted the whole story and the movie just lost its touch.
Major characters didn't appear, people who were supposed to die didn't die, or didn't die the correct way, some characters weren't portrayed as they were in the comic.
Yeah. They could've done better.

GERAL*

I know I shouldn't be cussing
But the bloody earthquake in Taiwan is really messing everything up.
Slow and lousy connections and all. UGH!
Pages that require only 2 seconds to load previously took 2 minutes to load now. WTF.
They better fix everything up ASAP.
I hate lousy connections.
Couldn't even access Sendspace when I wanna upload some stuff. >.>
Anyways I got so fed-up with my connection last night I just switched off my com and watched a movie on DVD.
'Step Up' rocks my socks! A really wonderful movie! =D
Went out of power this morning cos our oven exploded. Lol.
I'M SERIOUS! I heard a loud BOOM! while I was in the toilet.
And umma was like "Our oven exploded. -.-"
Called PUB and hopefully everything's resolved.
Everything is so laggy...even Outlook is lagging. WTH.

Happy birthday, appa!

GERAL*

Hi world I'm just bored in the office right now and since no ideas for my fanfic are coming to me I decided to blog. (:
Sorry to all those who I ignored in MSN last night.
No MSN in the office so I hafta use Window Messenger. x___x
...And I forgot what else I wanted to say. -____-

Am waiting for the last entry of the fanfic contest to be submitted to me.
If I don't receive it by tonight then...her entry will be forfeited.

Brrrrr I'm so so cold...
I'm bringing my laptop tml. .____.

GERAL*

Today was kinda rushy for me.
We decided at 12:30PM to meet at 1PM.
And I haven't even showered and stuff so it was a super short notice for me, considering the fact that I don't live very near to plaza.
Anyways I was late for 20 minutes, had lunch at Cafe Cartel.
I was supposed to go at 2:30PM but since we wasted time deciding where to eat and Cartel's staffs kept messing our orders up, we finished lunch at around 3PM.
Rushed off to Keppel Club after that, had a karaoke session. =D
Then headed to Clementi for dinner, and here I am, back home.

I don't think I'll ever get a boyfriend, like, seriously.
Let's just say I'm commitmentphobic. Yeah.
And maybe it has got something to do with the past too...
Oh Iunno.

Merry X'mas, everyone. (:

GERAL*

And so I got my graphic printed finally. (:

Got back from Mark's place an hour ago.
Char, Kyle, Brian and I had so much fun on the BIGGGG trampoline! =D
I kept falling cos it was wet and slippery and I suck at balancing. HEH.
Sooo after that had dinner, then played a round of pool.
After that, went upstairs and stood at the balcony watching Kyle and Junhui on the trampoline.
I told Kyle "Kyle! Don't step on him!"
And he was like "I'll try!" LOL!
Then came presents time!
I received three pressies(yes 3 only) from my aunt, unnie and a free dip one.
The rest of my aunts gave us money. =D
Practical. I like. xD HEH.
Party at my house again tomorrow.
Meeting the girls on Monday, then gathering at Clementi in the evening.
WOOTS I love Christmas. =D

GERAL*

ARGH! I wanna take my nova lamp and throw it in my mum's direction like, seriously!
Early in the morning show me attitude.
I dunno what the fucking hell is wrong with her!
I swear I'm gonna be successful and prove everyone in this fucking family wrong and I am so gonna move out on my own!
Get this fact right, SUCKERS!

GERAL*

GERAL*

ARGH I'm so fucking pissed!
I hate my family!
My mum keeps asking me to do this do that do all those fucking stuff for her.
I'm not so fucking free alright!
I haven't even finished sorting my stuff and she comes in with cards and presents and asked me to write those fucking names.
FUCK HER LA! #*%&@!@*#*$&
Dump everything onto my desk and make it look like a shithole.
ARGHH why didn't she give me to my aunt when my aunt asked her to?!
I hate everything about my life!
I wish I was never born into this fucking family!
I was an accident afterall. They never wanted me!

GERAL*

Spring cleaning comes early this year. Lol.
Cleaned my room yesterday, and cleaned unnie's today.
I found two rings from Swatch Bijoux while going through her stuff.
Took them of course. xD
And then umma found a white nova lamp and now it's on my desk melting away. LOL!
Umma said I was like looking for treasure. HAHA.
Unnie's KING SIZED bed is moved into my room and my space for dancing is gone. T____T
*sings* I'll be there, snow dream under the sky. Shalalalala~
Okay I just felt like singing since that song was playing and it's playing Show Me Your Love now IT'S SMTOWN CHRISTMAS TIME LOL!
I'm so bored I dunno what to do.
Oh anyways the whole of BP went out of power just now and umma and I had to climb EIGHT storeys up to get back home.
Not to mention I was carrying Clarissa. Goodness.
*sings* Lonely~I was alone~till you came into my life~
Told you I was bored.

GERAL*

I'm so bored I dunno what to do.

I want someone to care for me.
I want someone to comfort me when I'm feeling down.
I want someone to offer me his warmth when I'm cold.
I want someone to lend me his shoulder to cry on.
I want someone to hold me and make me feel safe.

I want a boyfriend.

Ahhhh I know that doesn't sound like me OMG I sound so despo. x______x

혹시...난 좋아해요...? 아이시...몰라 몰라 몰라!!!

GERAL*

Hullo world I just got home like, an hour ago.

LOVE IS IN THE AIRRRRR!!!
No I'm NOT referring to myself xD

Went Kbox-ing with the Dover bunch.
Lol okay so I can't think of a name for us so I decided to call us the Dover bunch. xD
I saw TVXQ's 3rd album Versions C & D in HMV!! T______T
Anyone wanna buy me Xmas pressie? xD
Heard Wil, HM and ZX sing for the first time.
Not bad at all aye...just that they were too soft. xD
After singing we went for dinner at Carl's Jr.
While we were going down the escalator in Suntec, Wil and I smelt this ubber familiar smell.
We were like "Isn't this the aroma of curry maggie mee? WHO COOKS CURRY MAGGIE MEE IN SUNTEC?!" LOL!
Then after dinner we didn't know where to go, so after a round of suggestion we headed to Esplanade.
Wanted to go to the rooftop but I reckon they didn't open it cos it was raining.
So we went outside by the Singapore river, saw the Merlion ahead of us and were like "let's go to the Merlion Park!". LOL!
And so we walked there, and it started drizzling.
And then the rain got heavier and by the time we reached the park we were all slightly drenched.
Stayed under the shelter crapping and playing around for like, 40 minutes or so?
Figured that the rain wasn't gonna get smaller so we decided to head back and home.
We had like, 3 brollies for 7 people. LOL!
We were all drenched when we reached Esplanade.
My shoes were flooded. Eew.

Overall a very fun day today. =D Loved it.

GERAL*

I ripped this off Aya/Lean's blog. (:

WHAT YOU LIKE ABOUT TVXQ/THSK/DBSK!
Answer the following...

Favorite name for the band (Ie. Tong Vfang Xien Qi, etc.): Dong Bang Shin Ki
Favorite Acronym (Ie. DBSK, etc.): Used to be DBSK, now it's TVXQ.

First favorite song: Neon Onjena / One
Second favorite song: Balloons! =D
Third favorite song: Currently...it's When We'll Be Together.

Members you find attractive (In order from 1 being the best, to 5 the least):
1. Jaejoong
2. Junsoo (he may be my fav but I still think Jae's the best looking one =D)
3. Yoochun
4. Yunho
5. Changmin

Members you enjoy the most (Ie. personality) (in order, same as above):
1. Junsoo
2. Jaejoong
3. Yoochun
4. Changmin
5. Yunho

Favorite voice in the group: Jaejoong and Junsoo

Favorite overall member: Kim Junsoo-sshi! =D

Do you like all of them (Yes/no): YES! How can anyone not like them? LOL!

Favorite album: O - Jung.Ban.Hab

Favorite pairing: YooSu

Favorite music video: Midoyo (Pool version), Rising Sun (Jap version), O - Jung.Ban.Hab, Balloons, HIYAYA

Favorite Drama (feat. them): Finding Lost Time & Vacation

Your favorite look on...
Xiah: Rising Sun (with the red highlights)
Micky: Rising Sun (with his ponytail) & Heart, Mind and Soul
Hero: As long as he has black hair, he looks the best. =D
Max: Hug (the cute, innocent, look)
U-know: O - Jung.Ban.Hab

The funniest member: Many are prolly gonna say Yoochunnie, but I think it's Jaejoong. (: Notice how he carries himself in variety shows and you'll know. =D

The cutest member: Junsoo. Without a doubt.

The prettiest member: Of course it's Jaejoongie~

The hottest member: Jaejoong

The sweetest member: Yoochun

The scariest member: HAHAHA what a question but I have no idea.

The coolest member: Yunho oppa!

The goofiest member: Definitely Yoochun

The most suprising member: Hmmm...I dunno. Jaejoong?

The most intellectual member: Oh yeah it's Changminie.

The member you most admire: Jaejoong, Junsoo(cos they can sing very well) and Yunho(cos he's da bombshizzle when he dances).

The member closest to your age: Changmin(he's like, 8 months older than me)

The member that has a birthday closest to yours (Ie. closest month/day): Muahahaha JUNSOO! =D

If you had one day to spend with them were would you go?: BORA BORA!!

If you had one day to spend with your favorite member where would you go?: Muahahaha the marine world so we can go visit the dolphins! =D

If you could have a member serenade you, with what song would it be?: Junsoo with the song he composed, White Lie. =D

Your favorite DBSK moment: When they clinched DAESANG at MKMF! =D

What meal would you share with your favorite member?: With Junsoo? I guess it'll be ice-cream. (:

What cartoon character best reflects... (Kinda a strange question)
Xiah?: Bashful from the 7 dwarfs
Micky?: Mickey Mouse
Hero?: Hamtaro
Max?: The owl in Winnie the Pooh cos he's smart, or Jerry the mouse. =D
U-know?: Hmmm...Doc from 7 dwarfs? Iunno.

The member you'd most likely invite to a crazy party: Jaejoong xD

The member you'd most likely invite to a sports outing: Junsoo & Yunho

The member you would pinpoint as most romantic: Yoochun

If there was one thing you wish you could change about DBSK/their atmosphere/themselves as individuals, etc, what would it be?: Nothing. I like them as they are now. (:

Lastly, would you class yourself as...
-Not a fan
-A here there type (Someone who thinks they are okay/listens to a few songs)
-A fan
-A big fan -> I think I'm just this and not the rest. Haha.
-A huge fan
-Atotallyobsessedandinlovefanbecausetheyarejustthatcool

GERAL*

Post count again! xD
Blog: 604 and counting
IN:COM: 1389 and counting (I wanna hit 1500 so I can be IN:JUNSU =D)
CassSG: 1726 and counting

Sooo I prepared my Secret Santa gift today. =D
All I need now is a photo frame and a nice pretty box and I can send it out.
Went to Westmall earlier on cos umma wanted to buy X'mas cards.
I am so afraid of Westmall's escalators.
I dunno...they give me a feeling I'll fall anytime.
Checked my mailbox while waiting for the lift
AND I FOUND MY SHOES IN THERE! WEEEE MY SHOES~~~



Tralalalala~~~~ =D

Signed up for IN:COM's 'Snow Dream' collab. =D
Am taking Donghae and Eeteuk's parts. =DD

GERAL*

Went to IMM in the morning.
Saw Death Note keychains in Comics Connection that Strapya has too, 'cept that Strapya's are smaller.
Saw a section full of K-Pop stuff, quite a lot of TVXQ and SuJu. =D
Wanted to buy the phone screen protector but my screen is too small.
Acc. Sha to Daiso to fill in application form, then walked around IMM.
After that headed off to my granduncle's house cos it's my cousin's 5th birthday.
Kids these days are reallyyyyy lucky.
My aunt has 3 kids, and 3 of them own a Nintendo DS Lite EACH.
Oh my goodness. When I saw them holding one each I was like 'OMG I want one tooooo!!!'. Lol.
Anyways I played with it for a while.
It was so fun~~~~I want a DS Lite~~~~ xD
And then my uncle showed us his phone which he bought in China.
No brand, but it's good.
Touchscreen, comes with a PDA kinda pen, sound quality is good, messaging can be done writing with the pen.
Only thing that's not good enough is the camera.
It's only 1 megapixel, but it's quite clear.
Didn't think China phones can be considered good, eh? Lol.

Alrights I'm off to teach Glenda dancing. Tata!

GERAL*

Taught Glenda and Evelyn how to dance to 'Balloons' last night.
I had nothing to do and I thought "Hey! Why not teach those two kids how to dance?"
And since 'Balloons' had really easy dance steps, I decided to use that song. =D
JINAGABEORINNNN~~~ORIN SHIJEORENNNN~~~ xD

Today's gathering was...okay.
Not many people turned up, as expected.
The one and only perf I liked was, of course, the teachers' item.
And then we had this item hunt game thingy.
We gave up halfway. But surprisingly we clinched 2nd place. Lol.
After that, headed to IMM cos I wanted to buy pressies.
Bought a hell lot of stuff.
I looked so much like an auntie carrying so many plastic bags.
Applied for job at Daiso. Hopefully I'll be able to get it.
Going down to IMM again tml with Sha cos she wants to apply too.

Looking forward to Tuesday~
Going K-boxing with classmates! =D

So many vids to download.
So many vids to watch.
I still have 3 pending blogskins.
And last 5 chapters of my fanfic.
Oh goodness.
Creative juices, pls come flowing back into my brain~~~

Happy birthday, Junsoo oppa!

GERAL*

don't forget this, 12/15/2006 09:34:00 PM.

And so I walked home in the rain today.
Haven't done that in ages.
It felt darn good to be drenched. (:

There's a new Korean boyband by the name of Xing.
Their songs are flippin' awesome!
And they're SO young! Like, 16 on the average!
3 out of the 4 members are younger than me. LOL!
And of course, they all look good.
SS501's Hyungjoon's dongsaeng is in this band.
And he shares the same name as SuJu's Kibum.
Same surname too! =D
I strongly recommend their debut single album!

Get out of my mind...please...

GERAL*

The journey back home without music was torturous.
I could hear the rain pouring down and thunder roaring.
Scaryyyyy. So I was stuck at the LRT station with no brolly.
Had to wait till the rain turned into a drizzle before walking home.

I'm so bored and sleepy.
I need ideas for blogskins.
I need more creative juices.
I need ideas for the last five chapters of my fanfic.

Last but not least, my X'mas wishlist.
It's really simple. (:

- PSP / PS3 / Nintendo Wii =D

GERAL*

Went to Vivo with umma, appa and Glenda ytd.
Just window shopped. Didn't know what to buy anyways.
I'm getting sick of Vivo.
It's big, but empty.
I think I saw Dover's Mr. Brown there. xD

Went to NorthPoint today.
Also with umma, appa and Glenda.
Was walking around when I suddenly heard 'O Jung Ban Hab' coming from one of the shops. Lol.
I was like o_O 'Isn't that Dong Bang's song?' Haha.
And then after that I saw this counter which had those kinda rubber bouncing balls and people could write wishes or messages on them.
And I actually saw "DBSK & SuJu" on one of the balls. SO COOL!
Spread the Dong Bang love!! =D

Okay I've nothing more to say. TATA!

GERAL*

I'm just bored on a Friday night.

Finally finished recording my parts for the 'Balloons' collab.
Now I can't wait for the final clip to be completed. (:

Bringing Glenda to Vivo tml.

I need a job.

Hopefully Ben's solo album will be sold in SG.
Haven't seen his single anywhere at all. T___T

GERAL*

Job training last night was...a lil' tough.
Decided not to take the job.
I couldn't even do the role play well, much less go out and talk to customers.
I think the training was too much.
I even dreamt of it last night. Goodness.

Hmmm gonna look for other jobs.
Hummy has a factory one and a Bossini one.
Maybe gonna try out at the Jap restaurant Sha told me about.
Oh we shall see...

GERAL*

We have our very own Mr. Brown in Dover. LOL!
So Aud and I had lunch in school
The chicken rice stall guy was just so funny.
His voice is very nasal, and a lil' monotonic.
And the way he speaks is just flippin' hilarious.
First he appeared from behind me and scared me.
Then when he wanted to go inside the stall he said "Wait ah, I somersault in." ROFL!
Later, Aud asked him what kind of sauces he had, and he said "Thai chili, honey, lemon, soy sauce, plates, forks, spoons."
Puahahahaha~he's SO funny!
We're so coming back for lunch on Monday. LOL!

Am waiting for my shoes and HP straps to arrive~~~

Going for job training later.
Hope everything goes well.

GERAL*

NAPFA has been postponed to when school reopens.

There's a year end party for the whole IT dept next Thurs but I'm not planning to go.

I dunno why I can't focus on anything at all.

INCOM 'Balloons' collab to be completed by 15 Dec but I don't think I'm in the right state to do any recordings.

Last but not least, he's constantly invading my mind.

Oh dear...what's happening to me...

GERAL*

First things first, HAPPY BIRTHDAY, SHA!

Argh I really think this week is a curse.
Something just didn't feel right since yesterday.
I couldn't focus on anything.
I think I lack sleep.
And I shouldn't have so many things in mind at one time.

So many things are happening within this week...
More MRT suicide cases, Ruby's bestie's dad's missing and prolly dead...
Jesc's cousin's baby is in hospital...
Gahhh it's just sad...everything's happening at the same time.
This week is a curse.

NAPFA tomorrow. .____.

GERAL*

Went out with YSS today.
Our first stop was Century Square, cos we wanted to look at the shoes.
Quite disappointed...nothing really nice.
So we left and stopped for some light snack at Ya Kun.
Then headed to Red Dot museum for the MAAD flea.
Nothing much too, but I saw these really cute hand knitted booties.
If I had the cash I'd have bought for Glariel and Clarissa~
We went to town after that, shopped at Far East for quite a while and Khooshie came to meet us after work.
Then headed for dinner.
Ying wanted to bring us to this cafe somewhee near Arab St.
But in the end it wasn't open.
We asked her when was the last time she came and guess what she said? 6 MONTHS AGO!
I almost whacked her. Made us walk through those dark scary lanes. >.>
So we settled our dinner at Bugis Junction's V8.
Celebrated Sha's bday in advance and made her do some really crazy stuff.
The whole restaurant was filled with our loud laughter. xD
There was a really cute waiter there who looked like Matsumoto Jun!! =D
After we left the restaurant, someone said she wanted his e-mail and another someone was the first one to say she go ask from him.
In the end? I was the one who went to ask.
All because of that SOMEONE who backed out last minute. >.>
I wasn't feeling THAT embarrassed in the beginning
But while he was writing his e-mail down, one of his colleagues suddenly shouted DAMNNNN loudly "Eh! Wanna give phone number too?" and I was like 'OMG! So paiseh! It's not even me who wants it!'
Anyways after he handed the paper back to me I just walked out as fast as I could.
That must be the craziest thing I've ever done. .____.

GERAL*

Singapore has to go back to its really clean state if we wanna be THE 'clean and green' garden city.
We have roaches on buses and rats on the streets.
Eeeew. Yes, eeeew! To hell with contruction works.

Anyways, went out with umma yesterday.
Brought Clarissa along.
Shopped at Taka, and bought a cute red car coin purse for myself.
And Christmas pressies for Glenda and Zihui.
In the evening, met up with Khooshie, Sha, Min and CS for fireworks viewing at Vivo.
Ying wasn't there cos she said it "will be very squeezy so don't wanna go".
Oh welps she missed out on all the fun and the spectacular sight. And it wasn't squeezy at all! (:
The fireworks were really beautiful.
Wayyyyy nicer than National Day's. =D

Okay I have nothing more to say so I'm outta here. Tata!

GERAL*

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