SCREW THIS FUCKING MESSED-UP FAMILY!


You don't realise the seriousness of my condition and keep asking me to go to work in this state.
It isn't normal sore throat, if you thought so.
It's LARYNGITIS, which I bet you don't even know the meaning of.
All you do is just nag and nag and WHEN CAN YOU FUCKING STOP MENTIONING MONEY ISSUES.
If money is so fucking important to you, why don't you just go rob a bank or go screw some filthy old shit for it!
I don't see you treating oppa like this when he falls sick.
You're obviously being biased.
Stop comparing me to oppa because we're TWO DIFFERENT PEOPLE.
I really really wish I can leave this place once and for all.
No one cares for me anyway.


I'm better off dead, aren't I?



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I really don’t get why you’re trying to show concern when you haven’t done so for the past 19 years of my life.
I’ve never respected you as my father ever since that incident.
You know what you did to Mom.
You know what you did to the family.
Don’t fucking try to control me when I haven’t done anything wrong.
I hate you for ruining our family.
I hate you for what you did to Mom.

And for your info AGAIN,
I don’t go out fucking guys.
I’m not like you. Get this right.
You know nothing about me
What right do you have to say all those stuff to me?

I don’t have a father like you.
I’d rather pretend I don’t have a family.
You fucking faggot.


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KangTeuk!




I miss my fish loads.


BabyKyu!!!


Do you see an angel? (:



Super Show 2008.
I wanna be there.



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Dragged myself out of bed at 7+AM yesterday.
Ironed my clothes and packed them nicely
Reached Novena at 10+AM, so coincidentally met Fab while waiting for Mag.
Went to buy breakfast together, then went up to school.
The whole day was fun and tiring.
Almost fell asleep while waiting. Haha.
And they asked me to imagine Fangzhi as DONGHAE omg.
Left at 9+PM, was so sleepy when I reached home but I had to use the com cos I wanted to DL Inkigayo.
And then while I was doing some PS work, I fell asleep LOL.

Feeling so sleepy now…

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Met Tri at Bras Basah first to buy our guitar straps
Then headed to Novena to meet the rest at Velocity.
Had our lunch at Mos Burger, then we shifted to Square 2’s public resting area as Kelly and Jiemin needed powerpoints for their laptops.
We were so amazed by the resting area cos we didn’t think it was really for the public to use.
And the aircon was free. It was on FULL BLAST okay.
We almost freezed to death. Lol.
Joey came to join us at 4+PM, helped in some areas of our discussion.
Decided to leave at 6+PM cos Wenna had to meet her friends.
Qianhui, Tri, Joey and I went to town.
Stopped at Wisma for Qianhui to G-Mask her phone.
It turned out really pretty.
She went home after that, then the 3 of us went to Bugis cos I needed to shop for clothes.
Went to try on jeans, and when they saw me in this particular pair, they liked it so much and decided to buy too lol.
Then went to hunt for my top.
After walking around in circles we finally found a shop selling. Cheap cheap!
And then we headed home.

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今天…

是 他 的生日

天啊 我怎麼還記得那麼清楚


無論如何

祝 他 生日快樂…





都8年了
為什麼 我還會感到一股莫名的心酸…


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Woke up at like, 10+AM this morning.
Applied for leave today! xD
Played with Clarissa, she ate like half of my breakfast.
Went out to meet Joey and Tri at Cineleisure.
Qianhui came to meet us a short while later.
Went to Far East cos Joey was hungry.
After that, headed to Kino, then back to Cine for our movie - PS. I Love You.
It's superrrr niceeee. Joey and I cried like shit.
And Qianhui was like "If only Minhwan was here..."
We were laughing like mad when she said that.
Then we headed up to Level 9, MISE!
They were playing FT Island clips LOL.
Magnae bought the last Minhwan laminated poster.
Then she left after that cos she couldn't go home too late.
We stayed around a little more, saw Super Show official goods.
Asked Eri to help us buy the lanyard set.
It's freakin' cheap.
The other set which comprised of bookmarks and all is also freakin' cheap!
But not enough cash on us so didn't ask her to buy that.
And then we headed home after that.

Wanted to cook Campbell for dinner
End up, can opener spoilt and umma threw it away.
So I had to cook maggi mee. ~_~

OH! AND!
OUR PENTASTICKS ARRIVED!!!


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K everyone knows I'm not really a photo entry person
Unless I'm lazy to type.
So, for photos, please refer to Junyi's blog

Saturday, met Tri to go Bras Basah to print Wenna's bday CD cover
Then went to meet Kelly, Jiemin and Wenna at The Central to discuss the M'sia trip.
We bitched a lot. LOL.
It was fun! Gonna lose a lot of money tho HAHA.
Kelly left for work at 5+PM, while Wenna, Tri and I walked around the empty and boring mall.
Then Wenna left to meet her friends while Tri and I went to meet Joey in town.
Almost fell alseep waiting for boss.
Went to buy Wenna's bday card, and...I can't remember.
So anyway, reached home at like close to 11PM
Unnie and family stayed over and invaded my room
So I had to sleep in the living room.
Continued doing Wenna's bday CD.
Spent 2 hours mixing 'One'.
Then wanted to record '한 사람만을'
But because the living room was my room for the night
And oppa wasn't asleep yet
I couldn't really record anything.
Anyway ended up I had to record real softly and adjust volume like mad.
Spent another 2 hours on 한 사람만을
Finished the whole CD at 4+AM.


Sunday morning, dragged myself up at 9AM.
Showered and dressed up accordingly to hyung's theme - Korean.
Went to meet the rest of the gang at Harbourfront MRT.
I felt SO freakin' weird dressed like that.
And everyone was staring at me wherever I went. Oh WTH.
Hyung you better love me for wearing that yesterday.
So after everyone came, we headed for our destination - Ju Shin Jung.
Crapped alot while eating, as usual. LOL.
Initially wanted to prank Wenna, but called off the plan halfway.
Presented her the BIGGGGG bday card, then our individual presents.
She got so high after seeing my present. LOL!
After lunch, we went to town to meet Jayce.
Kelvin met us at Far East.
Walked around, then went to Swensen's @ PS for dinner.
Mint ice cream rocks my socks. =D
Loitered around the basement fish shop and handphone shop after dinner before heading home.


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Okay I shall post some photos.


Saw these at United Sq. on Thursday.





Imagine Minhwan sitting on this OMG



Mixing the collabs... (this is how it looks like, Tri.)






Wenna's present - the completed product.



Deluxe CD+DVD edition okay! xD


And to end things off...



Kon! Kon!


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Before the day ends...







HAPPY

BIRTHDAY,

WENNA!





And regarding my previous entry, I'm fine. (:
Just one of my random mood swings.
No worries!


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Yunhee seems to be in a bad mood.
She refuses to answer my calls and messages. ):
Fishie is sad...

Nuna is not picking up any calls.
I don't know what happened to her. T__T
Jaejinnie is worried.

I wish I can cry hysterically for one day.
Just for one day.


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Yunhee forgot to bring her phone out todayyyy T___T
No calls or text messages from her. ):
Fishie is sad. Very sad.

Mood's been VERY unstable these days.
I really dunno why. Sigh.



Happiness, can I really find it one day...?



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GERAL*

大過年的

Some stupid idiotic asshole is drilling away downstairs.
So freakin' noisy.


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ANNOUNCEMENT!


FT.Island Singapore Fan Community and FTI_SG are joining forces to bring all Singapore FT Island fans to the upcoming KL concert!

Please refer to this poster or visit any of the two sites listed above for more details!

Alternatively, you can also email us at EITHER ftislandsg@naver.com OR fivetreasure.sg@gmail.com to enquire more about this!


Show FT Island our love!


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And also, HAPPY BIRTHDAY MIN! =D



Okay I'm sleepy. Shall go sleep now.


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Headed to CJ after work last night.
I tell you, I’ve never been SO nervous in my whole entire life.
Not even when I performed for the first time.
I thought I did rather badly for the Chinese song.
Very anti-climatic and very no feel. -.-
Korean one, I forgot lyrics, I messed up.
Not too happy with my performance.
Oh well, I’m never satisfied with myself. Haha.
It was a good experience though.
Oh well, Monday’s over. (:

It’s CNY eve tomorrow!
And and and! Casual wear from tomorrow onwards!
HOORAY!

I’m ubber bored.
It’s so quiet here.
BAHHHHHH~


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Pulled myself out of bed at 10.30AM.
Surprisingly Tri woke up earlier. LOL.
First thing I did in the morning? Quarrelled with umma. Nice.
Was supposed to go meet Qianhui first, but couldn’t contact her.
So met Tri at Marsiling, then Joey at Sembawang.
Went to Far East. Saw a pair of super nice Nike high-cuts at Leftfoot.
Shall go back to buy after CNY. =D
I wanted to spend so badly cos I was in a bad mood.
Wandered around, then when we were at Kino, Ah Boy called and asked us where we were.
So he came to look for us.
Headed to Cine, but Mise wasn’t open.
Saw this ultra nice hoodie at Forever 21 and was prepared to splurge $63 on it, but only size S left. -.-;;;
Online didn’t have the design also.
But I saw another one I like on the site.
Waiting for a spree. =D
Had dinner at Cine’s foodcourt, then went to Heeren.
Joey decided to buy Jay’s DVD at CD-Rama instead
So we went to Paragon Aussino first cos I needed to help Rennis oppa buy something.
End up, didn’t have what I was looking for, but the rest of them bought bedsheets. LOL!
Then we went back to Heeren to get Jay’s DVD cos CD-Rama closed already at that time.
And we cabbed home while Ah Boy took train back cos we were feeling lazy. HEH.

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CREDITS: Lovefti @ Youtube

I love my rocker Jaejin!

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Went to DXO to watch Xingg's band's performance.
It was awesome~
But I can't imagine myself sitting through a live band concert for two hours straight.
I'll go deaf man LOL!
Headed to CJ after that to meet the rest
Then went to Chinatown.
Had dinner at Maxwell first.
And then went to squeeze with 24235609261421 people along the streets of the ever so crowded Chinatown.
I hate to squeeze.
But being with the gang was fun.



Typing with long nails is irritating.



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